You're losing your memory now...
- Please, let's go again to that place!
- But everytime we go there. Don't you want to see something else?
- Right now, no.
- But why?
- Maybe because it is the only thing I want to remember. I looked into his eyes. They were telling the truth. How could I refuse him that?
- Ok, then. Are you ready?
- I am always ready. He was exactly like a kid. Impatient.
It was a beautiful night, with such a clear sky when you have the sensation you can count all the stars. We went on that hill where we could see the whole city. It was the perfect view. The city lights brightened more powerful than ever.
- I love this place! I don't know why, it makes me feel like...
- Everything can come true.
It was true. I felt like nothing could stop us. We had the courage to move on and come to this city.
- Let's watch the stars! Here it is the perfect place. We laid on the ground and we looked at the sky.
- I wanna remember this moment forever.
- You will, I tried to say with the most optimistic voice.
- But you know that is not true.
- Don't! Just enjoy it!
Suddenly, out of nowhere it started to rain. A few drops at the beginning, but then all our clothes were wet. I started screaming.
- Let's get out of here!
- But why? It is so beautiful. He had that smile on his face that you couldn't resist.
- But...
- C'mon, it is fine. I haven't felt the rain for a long time. And I still like you with your hair all messed up.
He was right. It passed a pretty long time since he has been out.
- Would you dance with me? I took his hand and we started to dance through the music of rain. He was laughing. I was so happy to see him like that and a few tears felt on my face.
- Don't do this! I am here right now. We live for the moment, remember?
What could I say anymore. It wouldn't have changed anything.
- Just imagine that we are two little kids who have just met but they don't care. They want to play and nothing matters.
- I wish I were a kid again.
- We all want that. Too bad we forget that the kid is still inside us. We just have to let him be.
- But the kid can't hold difficult situations.
- Maybe, but the grown up can't hold all of them also.
We didn't say anything after that. We just sat there in the middle of the rain, waiting for a miracle which I didn't know if I believed in anymore.
After a time that I wanted to last forever, the rain stopped. I saw that my miracle didn't come and he came back to what became normal for us. He was looking confused around him.
- Where am I? And who are you? he started to become nervous.
- Calm down, dear! It's okay. I saw the insecurity in his eyes.
- What is going on? I didn't want to say those words, but they were true.
- Darling, you're losing your memory now...