It's ok not to know what to do
If someone were to ask me today how the world would end I would say that the world has no end. Do you think that everything has to be clear, to have a specific answer? Why are you always searching for some truth, when you yourself are a continuous flow of atoms who will never disappear, they will just take a different form. I don't have an answer to most of questions.
"Which is your goal? I mean in life?"
"I don't know."
"It must be something: love, money, career."
"It's not like I know what I want. My goal...I would like to be happy, whatever the hell that means. Yeah, I would like to enjoy every moment of life, without thinking that someone does not like me, what or whom I love. Probably that's it, my goal is to have peace in life."
Why do we try to make everything complicated and overthink. It is ok not to have something set. It is ok not to know where you want to go from here and what you want to do with your life. Don't let others tell you which is the best thing for you, what should you watch or listen to, who you should be with or what career you are supposed to like. If you want to have your heart broken, then do it! Why not. Only by doing this you will know what it means to be happy. I remember one day, after some hard times, I was asked:
"Which time of the day is your favorite?"
God, how was I supposed to know. I didn't have one. I have never thought of such things.
"No, don't tell me. Let me guess! It's....in the morning?"
And from that moment on, the morning was my favorite part of the day.
You know, everything changes and you don't have to be prepared. You just have to be there. You just have to say yes or no. Whatever you feel. You just have to do and be what is best for you!