I am not crazy...
- C'mon! I was beautiful!
- No, you you're not, but you were my little thing and I loved you from the very first time. I was completely lost, I didn't know what that meant, what I had to do, but I learned. In time. And it was an amazing experience. I tried to do my best.
- And you did.
- Not always. I remember when I let you alone for like...10 seconds, and you fell from bed and you started crying. I felt that was the biggest mistake I had ever done by then. But there were a lot after that. I remember when you came to me crying, you were like 5 or 6, because you got down from a tree and your dress was broken.
- But that wasn't your fault.
- I know, but I felt like it was because I let you climb that tree. What kind of parents let their little girl to climb a tree, in a dress.
- The good ones.
- Yeah, in your mind maybe. But that passed also and I realised that those things seemed so big at that time, but they are so insignificant. I remember when you learnt how to ride a bike, how to swim, to roller skate and how scared and happy you were. Do you remember your first day of school?
- Kind of...
- Well, I remember that very well. You were so little between those kids, but ready for the action. You never gave up and you did exactly what you wanted. I was so proud because of that. You weren't like the others. You were different. There were times when I wanted you to be more girly, but I realised that, no matter what I think, that was you and it was enough.
- But I drove you crazy sometimes.
- Of course, you did, every child has this ability. I actually think that is your job, until you leave. I can practicaly see the day when you came to me and said that you fell in love.
- I can see that too.
- You know, for a parent, that is a thing that you expect but you are never prepared to hear. I mean, you were 18, it was normal, but it was like a new life was in front of you and it was only your choice. I couldn't do anything about it.
- But you did great.
- Yeah, I gave you my life lessons and all that stuff, but that didn't matter. You had to discover the life from your perspective, not mine. I don't know how you found it, but I hope you enjoyed it at least.
- I loved it. Even my first year of college, when I actually thought that I was gonna drop out school.
- Yeah, it was also a hard thing for me when you left. I said " What I am going to do only with your father? We are both crazy." but that's how things are supposed to be. They have to go forward. In different ways. We can't change the rules of universe. We can't chose what it is meant to be.
- Things go their ways, even if we like it or not.
- That's right...
- Mrs. Howard, are you there?
- I am here, Henry. C'mon in!
- Mrs. Howard, lets go!
- But I am talking with my daughter here...
- It's time to take your meds, you know the rules.
- But I don't wanna go right now, please don't...
- Don't force me to take you.
- I don't want!!!!!
- Peter, Eric, take her, she is talking again with her lost daugther.
- Nooooo!!!
- If she doesn't calm down, you know what to do.
- But my daughter...
- Mom, please, let it go! You know I am no longer here...
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